cigarette.
Actually the first time I tried it was Saturday night. That time I tried it ... that one draw ... was weird. My mind was like wtf felt almost euphoric. But anyway, this was just because I actually wanted to. To see what it was like.
So anyways, tonight I'd though I'd try a proper full cigarette, seeing if that euphoric feeling would return. It didn't. OK well maybe just a little ... so I've made a decision while I sit here typing this.
And all that for a kind of "high". No, fuck it.
Not getting pulled into it, I'm coming off cigarettes from this moment. It's fucking digusting, and so what if I had to experience it first hand, at least now I know for sure.
Fuck cigarettes.
Actually the first time I tried it was Saturday night. That time I tried it ... that one draw ... was weird. My mind was like wtf felt almost euphoric. But anyway, this was just because I actually wanted to. To see what it was like.
So anyways, tonight I'd though I'd try a proper full cigarette, seeing if that euphoric feeling would return. It didn't. OK well maybe just a little ... so I've made a decision while I sit here typing this.
- My throat burns
- My lungs are screaming
- My breath tastes like a bitch
- My clothes smell like a bitch
- My hands smell like a bitch
And all that for a kind of "high". No, fuck it.
Not getting pulled into it, I'm coming off cigarettes from this moment. It's fucking digusting, and so what if I had to experience it first hand, at least now I know for sure.
Fuck cigarettes.