have you been diagnosed with asperger's? If not, you should see a doctor._j5689_ wrote:
Well, the high school girl(who graduated) invited me to go bowling with her and her friends tonight but I let myself get too anxious already and by the time I even got to the bowling alley I had pretty much overloaded and gone into my light-headed minimalistic autopilot phase. She introduced me to all her friends, and also her boyfriend, who of course was a 6'1 long-haired mulatto guy with a somewhat slender athletic build. We bowled two rounds for an hour and all her friends seemed to get along great, I felt kind of awkward but I still talked to her a little bit. Sucked at bowling though, I think I got like a 60 the first round and a 53 the 2nd. It felt like I was pretty much just going through the motions the whole time I was there. When everybody was about to leave she hugged me and said we need to hang out more but she didn't really make eye contact when she said it, or really much at all the whole time. I think it was pretty obvious how awkward it all had gotten for me. On top of that I forgot to brush my hair after showering so it was a mess which made me pretty nervous too. The circumstances just weren't right today.
I completely forgot how cute she was in person and realized even more so this time: She spoke proper English(not ghettoey at all) in the most adorable voice and she had a really tight little body with a nice plump ass and thighs. I didn't feel like that made me nervous though oddly, it was just everything else like suddenly being with people I didn't know in a place I don't often visit doing an activity I suck at and have never had a single positive experience doing, with a cute girl who I can't directly tell is interested in me anymore even though she offered to take my virginity before.
Trying really hard not to judge myself and damage things because I have really been feeling good lately up until this point
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