-Sh1fty- wrote:
I think you might have the wrong idea. Surely I hope I'm wrong. I'd just like to say that she sounds like she's pretending to see the worlds bullshit whilst fucking herself up. It sounds strange, maybe you could be a major player in getting her off that shit.
That's the thing, she sees through it for so many other things, just not the drugs, she hasn't said why she loves them though, could be she loves getting really high on weird things, could be she has some more deep-seated issues that she of course didn't reveal.
And yeah that would be cool if I could do something like that, and show her that getting fucked up all the time isn't all there is or something like that, lol. But I think most people would avoid a project relationship like that altogether, it might not work out that way. And my lifestyle outside of hanging with my friends isn't at all a great way to show the upside of not being high all the time anyway.
She just accepted my friend request, and then commented on the weed dude's wall:
"you made my life seeing u lastnight!!! dnt let it be the last time :-/"
Apparently I may have been beaten out as usual and everything might've been directed at him the whole time, figures....
But then there was so much other stuff that was obviously towards me that she did. And trying to make the provider happy is junkie-ish behavior. Fuck, I don't know
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