It's as if the universe is giving me some sort of a sign to GTFO this job. It's normally an alright gig with the odd horrific house/incredibly distasteful individual sprinkled in from time to time, however these past weeks have just been a concentration of utter shite. Difficult, violent, non-compliant gypsies, hoarder houses where the air is thicker than a downtown industrial Chinese city, stupid amounts of double work because our systems are archiac. I've been making stupid mistakes also, which I'm putting down to stress, quite out of the norm.
Recruiter from the other job is simultaneously telling me there's no rush to fill the role yet has been calling me asking for updates on my decision. I'd have already jumped ship if it wasn't the fact I had to supply my own work vehicle. I should put more feelers out yet I'm too stressed from my current job to dedicate the time to search more.
I've put in a request for a week off starting 8th Sept on our new HR system despite the fact I only just took 2 weeks off at the start of July to see if it'll help me decompress and give me time to figure my options better.
My current manager is really fantastic, great lady, yet I feel I can't bring any issues up with her because of how businesses are, any complaining will bring about no realistic change and then will be used against you when it suits them.
The only real good aspect of this is how utterly fucked the company is in terms of staff. Lacking members, constant people phoning in, the last hire in my area lasted a couple of months past her initial training before packing it in, I've just trained the newest recruit and he's pulling sickies. The quality of the work that I see done by others (aside from the woman who trained me - who is excellent) is abysmal. There's one guy for the Aberdeen area and he's a bawhair away from being sacked despite being on track for a firing for the entire duration I've worked here, little over a year. So yeah, I'm a valuable asset to them right now, so I could probably thrash against the walls somewhat without much consequence. If they deny my time off request (normally you need to book 4 weeks in advance) I'm just gonna give them a sick note from the docs for stress.
thanks for coming to my ted talk idk if there's anything you can do but writing this has probably helped me a little on its own.
Last edited by Finray (2025-08-27 07:27:24)