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lil_droo wrote:

Some of it has to do with being circumcised which I am and probably jnumbers as well like most normal Americans. I guess uncut dicks have more sensitivity or something. And that can be a curse or a blessing but orgasms feel the same and that's what counts

I'd still rather be cut any day tho. Way more aesthetic, girls prefer it, more hygienic, and even tho I'm not particularly religious at least I feel like I'm somewhat sticking to my roots (my mom is jewish)
Yep, I'm circumsized and I've heard from at least one American woman that she thinks uncut dicks are really weird.  I think it's like Uziq said though, it's just what American women are probably used to seeing, not because it's necessarily any better or worse.

My dick is one of the things I least worry about because there's so little you can realistically do to change anything about it.  Penile augmentation surgery is highly risky and as I understand it: The smaller you are, the less of a return you can potentially get from it anyway.  I'm happy just to be on the lower end of average because it could be a lot worse than that, and not all of us can have a 7" kielbasa.

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That's awesome jnumbers!

So what happened with the girl? You still see her or is it onwards and upwards?
We still work together in the same department and we were still very close for a while after, which was cool having such an intimate connection with a coworker and knowing somebody really had my back at work.  But she did a lot of things that rubbed me the wrong way like talking about how nice it is to be dating a guy that has his own house now, when she knows that that's not at all within my financial means because I make over 6 dollars less an hour than her(she negotiated her pay and I didn't because I was just desperate to get out of my old job), and I'm insecure about not having my own place at my age.  And also just casually talking to me like I'm one of the girls about the new guy she's seeing, which I eventually brought up and asked her to stop.  We're still pretty close at work, but not like we were, it just seemed like she really wanted to rub that new relationship in my face for a while.  And she does genuinely seem a lot happier with him, even if I can tell she still cares about me a little.

Dating her again is not an option I would consider, we don't have enough things in common and I'm not into all the freaky BDSM shit that she would probably want with sex once I was actually experienced enough to fully enjoy sex myself.  I was also starting to get anxious going over to her house because it would always end up with us just venting to each other the whole night and being completely inadequate therapists for one another for multiple hours, while also watching Netflix all night as she once again continues to work her way through her daily half a thirty pack of Natty Boh.  And then we'd also eventually fight about something, usually it was when she didn't think I was trying hard enough to fix my life, and sometimes she would berate me for it until I was in tears.  I had foreseen this well in advance of dating anybody and it's one of the reasons I never gave myself a chance.  I'm so used to just surviving life that it's very hard for me to move forward at a normal pace, so I never felt like I had any business getting anybody romantically caught up with me.  Originally she just wanted to fuck me and then I moved it in the relationship direction in order to get comfortable enough to have sex for the very first time.

I tried to push for sex with the hot black chick at work on Thursday, but I guess I fucked something up in my timing because she doesn't seem interested in actually getting together, even though she's been sending me nudes and talking about sex with other dudes a lot.  It really makes me start feeling out of my element again when I have no idea what I did wrong.

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i fucked my 1st milf last saturday. i meet this chick with a british accent (not much older than me i think i dont even know her age but probably late 20s) at this ig plugs party at an airbnb off sunset. eventually end up ubering back to her area getting dropped off at a pink dot to grab a couple bottles (she literally wouldn't even let me buy it for us i went to pay and she kept insisting shes got it so im like ok). shes staying at a pretty fucking nice boutique hotel, looks like she's been living there for a while with lots of food, lingerie everywhere, all these high heels and also like 4 different bottles of different lubes in the main bedroom of the suite. i honestly think she might have been an escort or something because she kinda changed the subject when we were talking about work, she just mentioned she was a nanny for some family in brentwood and moved on quick. super chill tho, we were playing each other music on her mac and singing. she's into a lot of mainstream pop & rap and oldies like 60s/70s which is my shit too. showed me a vocal cover she did of fleetwood mac and minutes later she plays WAP just vibing to cardi B lyric for lyric, i was busting up laughing like fuck you're awesome lol.

anyway when some things started im getting blowd shes still in lingerie and i start making moves getting her stuff off kissing up her legs while im on my knees about to go down and she's a tad hesitant covering herself up and shes like "sorry i got this stupid scar" i see it and im just like you're fine, i don't care (which is true cause she was hot and such a cool person). basically it was like a 4 inch or so horizontal scar in the area below the belly but above the pussy. i guess a c section scar, ive never seen one before but thats what i figured. we had a great time and theres no way i was gonna ask her about her possible kid or something unless she brought it up but ya that was that. just spent the next morning thinking about some life shit with a horrible wine induced hangover like idk man.

edit: idk it felt so good being with someone after my long dry spell. i guess ive been lonely but its not even really about the sex, just sharing a connection with someone and all that physical energy. i just wanted to cuddle with her forever i felt so tingly and perfect. i know that sounds cuck-ish but thats how i feel

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an 'there's gold in them hills!' drooz returns, this forum's prodigal son ...
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uziq wrote:

an 'there's gold in them hills!' drooz returns, this forum's prodigal son ...
we've been texting each other. we actually planned on an afternoon hike this friday at runyon canyon. do u think it might be a bad idea to get involved with someone like this? if she is indeed a mom and especially if she ends up being some type of camgirl/escort or something?
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It's not a good sign that she had a C section scar. God clearly didn't want that baby to come out and in the good old days the lady would have died after the C section to make up for their disobedience.
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also yes that's a c-section scar. i doubt a woman would be sensitive about having her appendix out.

only you can know androoz. set-up proper expectations from the outset? it's possible to have a 6 week or 3 month fling or something with someone and to leave it on good terms when the fun's been had.
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What is an ig plugs party? I'm fairly certain I get what it is but id like to hear it spelled out so I can be assured I'm laughing at the idea in earnest.
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uziq wrote:

also yes that's a c-section scar. i doubt a woman would be sensitive about having her appendix out.

only you can know androoz. set-up proper expectations from the outset? it's possible to have a 6 week or 3 month fling or something with someone and to leave it on good terms when the fun's been had.
i guess i'm mostly just scared of falling for her and being hurt or something. this sounds retarded and i know i only spent one night with her but i felt things for her that i never even felt for my exes when we were dating in the beginning. it's hard to explain but it was a stronger connection right from the start. this would be legit even if the stuff i'm assuming about her background ends up being true. like honestly none of that would bother me but that's also some pretty serious stuff that i need to take it account. i'm definitely gonna meet with her friday and see how things goes. i wouldn't wanna see her again after that. i'm not interested in "flings" anymore those take a lot of emotional strain
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Also what were you doing in west Hollywood? Did you notice any other scars? Haha
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lil_droo wrote:

uziq wrote:

also yes that's a c-section scar. i doubt a woman would be sensitive about having her appendix out.

only you can know androoz. set-up proper expectations from the outset? it's possible to have a 6 week or 3 month fling or something with someone and to leave it on good terms when the fun's been had.
i guess i'm mostly just scared of falling for her and being hurt or something. this sounds retarded and i know i only spent one night with her but i felt things for her that i never even felt for my exes when we were dating in the beginning. it's hard to explain but it was a stronger connection right from the start. this would be legit even if the stuff i'm assuming about her background ends up being true. like honestly none of that would bother me but that's also some pretty serious stuff that i need to take it account. i'm definitely gonna meet with her friday and see how things goes. i wouldn't wanna see her again after that. i'm not interested in "flings" anymore those take a lot of emotional strain
You need to man up and become the step dad God always meant you to be.
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KEN-JENNINGS wrote:

Also what were you doing in west Hollywood? Did you notice any other scars? Haha
that's fucked up but whatever lol. how did you even deduce it was in weho? sunset runs like over 20 miles. it's not all gays and transexuals out there anyways lol. it's pretty much like anywhere else on the westside
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what is an ig plug party?
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lil_droo wrote:

KEN-JENNINGS wrote:

Also what were you doing in west Hollywood? Did you notice any other scars? Haha
that's fucked up but whatever lol. how did you even deduce it was in weho? sunset runs like over 20 miles. it's not all gays and transexuals out there anyways lol. it's pretty much like anywhere else on the westside
The pink dot on sunset is iconic.

Weho cannot be compared to Venice, Marina Del Rey, Santa Monica etc really at all. Totally different vibe.
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Its a party that self-proclaimed drug dealers of instagram throw. It's the degenerate cousin of cannabis industry parties that are a constant in LA.

Probs realistically wannabe #trapgodz spending money fast and loose to get girls to hang out with them.
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NJ Legalized marijuana so I am excited to attend one of these cannabis industry parties someday. How do I get invited?
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You...have to be in the cannabis industry? Or know someone in the industry. They are essentially tech networking mixers with a bunch of weed-related swag. Lots of bros and 20 year old girls.
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KEN-JENNINGS wrote:

Its a party that self-proclaimed drug dealers of instagram throw. It's the degenerate cousin of cannabis industry parties that are a constant in LA.

Probs realistically wannabe #trapgodz spending money fast and loose to get girls to hang out with them.
lmao wow that's a thing
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KEN-JENNINGS wrote:

You...have to be in the cannabis industry? Or know someone in the industry. They are essentially tech networking mixers with a bunch of weed-related swag. Lots of bros and 20 year old girls.
it's actually a pretty diverse mix of people dude. there's normal people too, like even chad entrepreneur types it's hilarious lol. that shit is so commercial now (and has been for a while) it's crazy. but yeah there's thots and trappers and some ppl that are involved in some sketchy things like hard drugs and other shit i'm sure. they can be pretty fun, caliplug and bigdru had some of the craziest ones especially pre-covid. btw i'm not even fully involved in that industry. i also have a real job. i work for the city/civil service job. and i rarely smoke weed anymore, handful of times a month same with alcohol. how do u know about that stuff though?
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I have friends who used to be in the weed industry and one of my exes' brother is a very well-respected academic medical researcher specializing in cannabis blah blah he really just wants to get super rich off it. I've been to those parties. They are probably more fun for you at your age now than they were for me a few years ago.
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I'm pretty sure I just got ghosted by this girl lol like what the fuxk is it with everything I do. I manage to fuck up so many things it's not even funny but this time I honestly don't know what I did. We literally had so much fun that 2nd time together it was pretty much the best day of the year for me.  Laughing together during the whole hike out of breath, messing around getting pics of each other attempting yoga poses lol, talking about anything and everything. Felt so comfortable and free with her. Took her to this little vegan cafe, bought us a nice little box of chocolates from this boutique to share. Back to her place and had a good time together again. When I was leaving she joked around saying "be careful you're gonna make me love you" laughing. I honestly can't see how anything went bad during both times together, feel like we had great chemistry. I texted her the next day just genuinely thanking her for such a nice time together saying I needed that and telling her she's a sweet woman. Nothing cringey or desperate I don't think. Almost 2 days later and nothing. She was texting me quite a bit after that first night with no iniation on my part to start so I doubt she missed my text or anything like that. God I feel like a fucking simp or whatever u call it
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She probably thinks you aren't step dad material. Sorry about that.

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