She gave me a Bluetooth headset to order new parts for. And then she's gonna pay me backLai wrote:
Please do explain the connection between the girl and Bluetooth to me, because I'd rather have gotten her flowers or something, rather than some geek gear._j5689_ wrote:
Didn't get to talk to the girl today, she wasn't at school.
But I got all the replacement parts(charger/earhooks) for her Bluetooth headset and it can hold a charge, which is good.
I hope she doesn't suddenly stop paying attention to me like she used to last year. Then again we were never this close when that happened. Still, I can't help but be afraid of that. I guess if I just keep talking to her, that won't happen though.
On topic, you should move forward, if that doesn't work move on. "Just keep talking" won't make either of you happy in the end, you'll just realise one day you've wasted your time and everything will be really awkward.
I've gotten advice from another girl that I should keep going as I currently am, to work back into where I was before, two years ago when things were still going smooth initially. I have an event in mind that might be coming up actually that I'd like to take her to, but it all depends on how much closer she starts feeling to me, and of course whether or not the event actually takes place.
Honestly I'd be real surprised if this goes farther than it is, but that's because failure is all I know and all I can anticipate. Any number of things can suddenly go wrong, like if I talk to her differently or something like that, she finds another guy that she likes better, or I can't tell that she really likes me when she starts to, or I get cold feet with moving forward.
I hate worrying about all of this, that's all I can ever do, I can never be content for more than a day or two before I start overthinking things. Realistically things are going well, but there's always some random event to fuck me over and then it's all gone again. Makes me wish that I didn't have the urge for a GF anymore. It's all instinct though so it can't go away.