I suppose this would be the wrong time to start placing bets on how long before you have wild angry sex and revisit past emotions.Uzique wrote:
no she didnt, not that i know of, and not that it's actually any of my business anymore.
im more bothered and upset about losing her as an absolute-bestfriend than i am about losing her as a girlfriend. she told her family she was going to marry me and have kids with me. she moved in with me. shit got fucked up, just as much my fault as anyone elses. now i have to live with the effect of my idiocy and youthful blunder for 12 months. it hurts, bf2s. ive partied and drunk very heavily for the last 3 months and it has given all of my friends at university a very different and unwelcomed impression of me. but what else can i do? i need escapism and a release
Not that it helps anyway - but living with her for the next 12 months - if you would be truly happy with her for the rest of your life, you will know by the end of the time span.
ed: holy butchered grammar batman
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