I was in the burger king in Jersey City a few minutes ago attempting to eat a steakhouse burger and some onion rings. I couldn't get the burger down, I lost my appetite and ended up throwing up everything I had in my stomach in the burger king bathroom.
It was the people I was around. I'm not racist but the black people there that where also in the burger king were just disgusting in every sense of the word. They were most likely extremely poor considering the way they were dressed. Also all the women were horribly obese. One woman with her child was overweight to the point that you wonder who in the hell would would have sex with her. She smelled and was wearing flip flops and her feet weren't even in them. She had her beer feet on the floor. Another small group of teenagers were paying rap music and speaking a type of english I can't understand. It was broken down and all the words were mispronounced and in incorrect order to the point where it wouldn't produce a normal sentence that anyone who graduated high school would be able to understand without the use of a translater of some sort who specialized in that sort of dialic. Hell I can understand Polish and if you can manage that language you can can do anything but fuck I was lost at to what in the hell they were talking about.
Then the way they were eating was so nasty to watch. It wasn't eating it was gobbling up food without regard for anyone or anything else even themselves considering they were dripping ketchup and mayo on themselves. It was the most horrible thing I could see but I couldn't look away. It was like watching a train wreck that instead of sparking interest just made you sick and spurred on hatred within your heart.
I ended up getting up and stumbling to the bathroom, very light headed, and ended up throwing everything up. I left the place mumbling and sweating.
Ok, the point, I know I have some serious issues with dealing with other cultures and social classes or whatever the fuck you want to call it, so how do I fix this? This can't be healthy, mentally or physically, and well I want to fix it.
It was the people I was around. I'm not racist but the black people there that where also in the burger king were just disgusting in every sense of the word. They were most likely extremely poor considering the way they were dressed. Also all the women were horribly obese. One woman with her child was overweight to the point that you wonder who in the hell would would have sex with her. She smelled and was wearing flip flops and her feet weren't even in them. She had her beer feet on the floor. Another small group of teenagers were paying rap music and speaking a type of english I can't understand. It was broken down and all the words were mispronounced and in incorrect order to the point where it wouldn't produce a normal sentence that anyone who graduated high school would be able to understand without the use of a translater of some sort who specialized in that sort of dialic. Hell I can understand Polish and if you can manage that language you can can do anything but fuck I was lost at to what in the hell they were talking about.
Then the way they were eating was so nasty to watch. It wasn't eating it was gobbling up food without regard for anyone or anything else even themselves considering they were dripping ketchup and mayo on themselves. It was the most horrible thing I could see but I couldn't look away. It was like watching a train wreck that instead of sparking interest just made you sick and spurred on hatred within your heart.
I ended up getting up and stumbling to the bathroom, very light headed, and ended up throwing everything up. I left the place mumbling and sweating.
Ok, the point, I know I have some serious issues with dealing with other cultures and social classes or whatever the fuck you want to call it, so how do I fix this? This can't be healthy, mentally or physically, and well I want to fix it.
