Ahh.. It was an awesome day today..
And my bike in all its muddy/sandy glory..
And just so you can kinda get the scenery down.. cause it doesn't really show it in the other two pics..
I know theres some movies on my camera.. just gotta figure out how to take 'em off..
I'm going there again next weekend.. with our Travel Trailer, we just took the bike trailer this time cause we went for the day, next week we'll probably stay there Fri, Sat, then leave sunday..
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------After I went riding, I went to work for 5 hours, then went to Lindsey's house..
Shes been like messaging this guy on facebook, at first she wouldn't let me read the convo, which just made me want to read it more because she was trying to hide it from me. I read it and she was like flirting with him and stuff..
The guys like
"Oh.. well I just broke up with my GF.. blah blah blah"
And then Lindsey said something like "I can has?"
The guys like.. "Oh.. you can have
"
Lindsey replied by saying something like "Oh sorry, I have a BF"
In which he replied.. "Oh.. way to get my hopes up"
I saw like.. the first bit of the this convo the other day, but I didn't read all of it because she closed it before I could, and I told her I wanted to read it etc... but she logged off her facebook, and I don't her password for her facebook..
That happened about two days ago.. and then tonight I asked her if I could read it... she was sitting on my lap at the time, and she was like "Fuck, I can't sit here while you read this".. so she got off and moved to the couch..
I read it and shes told the guy something like..
"Fuck, my bf (ryan) read this convo and got really jealous" etc etc... etc..
At this point I looked at Lindsey and she looked back, and shes just like "YOU CAN'T BE MAD!"
I finished reading it and sat next to her on the couch.. and then everything was fine again..
But still.. I dunno.. should I be mad? I mean, she would be mad at me if I was flirting with some random girls on Facebook...
Or should I be more mad about the part that she was trying to hide it from me, and probably wasn't gonna tell me anything about it until I stumbled upon it.. And remember.. what that guy is doing with her, is what I was doing with her 2-3 months ago, which is why I'm worried.
I know shes loves me and everything... I dunno, Lindsey can be very Flirtatious.. that just her nature.. at times its hard to tell if shes just being friendly.. or overly-friendly.. Shes been talking a lot to one of my best friends lately too.. he knows I'd probably shoot him if he tried anything.. but it worries me because a few months back when his GF broke up with him, he was massively flirting with Lindsey, and was like.. Maybe I'll try and get with her etc.. at this point I had feelings for Lindsey, so I told him not too.. and he backed down and is back together with his current GF, even though he complains to me everyday about her..
Maybe I'm just being overprotective/paranoid.. It's just.. I've worked so hard for this, I waited for so long, poured every single emotion I had into this girl, and even the thought of seeing it end is like.. Ouch.