BF2S Forums Official Drunk Thread

Macbeth wrote:

I got a MacBook d wear a suit to my entry level job.

It's amazing how much you obsess over me

Macbeth wrote:

I got a MacBook d wear a suit to my entry level job.

Lmao

Haven't been so drunk in forever.  This is crazyh lol, why aren't bitches around when I'm this annihilated ever

trust me j, you don't wanna be around women when you're that drunk

Thinking fucks shit up cause you only think of the negative outcomes. Do that shit when the gut feeling hits. Whats the worst that can happen.

When you're out sometime, go intentionally get turned down. Go pick some worthwhile girl that you're not really interested in and get shut down. You'll see its not all that bad.

Last edited by -Whiteroom- (2012-08-30 23:22:38)

Unless they are also wasted, I always end up regretting it.
When I get drunk I chat so much shit. Like really long conversations with maybe 1 person for the rest of the night.

The particular thing I realized was that there was this one girl that had done just an endless list of nice things for me like loaned me money to fix my car and always cheered me up when I was fucked up about something and she was just generally always there for me whenever I needed somebody the most at various times over the past year or more.  No person who didn't seriously care about another person in some significant capacity would ever do stuff like that from my experience.  And even if she wasn't really into me like that, anybody who would do stuff like that would at least let me down as nicely as possible if I misunderstood and tried to pursue it.  But I would still always tell myself it was just coincidence that she was so nice to me and kept asking other people about it like I always do and it was the same old shit where they would just give self-serving lies to get me to fuck off so they could possibly have her or bullshit/indirect answers to get me to stop asking questions about it because they didn't know themselves.

But while I was drunk, I was able to get rid of that logic I use to keep myself from getting burned and realize from an emotional standpoint how much that shit all means and how I should've just done something about it myself regardless of what other people said.  I feel really bad not for myself, but for her now.  It seems like she really had to settle for this current thug she's being going out with for a year now.  It's nothing to be jealous about, girls get bored, they need somebody to have fun and escape with even if it isn't the exact guy they wanted and they definitely need dick every now and then too.  If I was too thickheaded to notice it or let myself believe it, it was my loss and this guy actually took action so why shouldn't she say no?

I do want to talk to her about this now and clear things up but as I sober up, that logic comes back too and puts me in doubt again

Last edited by _j5689_ (2012-08-31 00:58:59)

I've always liked her, but I wouldn't let myself get completely into her because I liked how things already were so much that I didn't want to fuck it up with me pushing for it to be more, because I had made the last girl I pushed with furious with me due to my lack of experience and self-control in the situation.  But some girls are put together better than others, and some actually like you back and don't try to make it a complicated game to figure out that they do, and that in itself should've been a sign to me.  If it isn't, I honestly do not know what is

I would really like to put it into action but I'm not sure how or when I could do it

ie. grow some balls and take a chance.

It doesn't matter if you do or don't know. Experience is life's great teacher. You can read every book in the world about playing guitar but if you never try to play one, make mistakes along the way keep going until you get better at it you will never play the guitar. Thinking about it endlessly from every angle possible will achieve nothing without action to back it up.

I know

Good job. I hope it was 5 in a row. Done a couple of 4 in a rows..