I was feeling good that night, I just needed little bit of help to push me over the edge, and I ended up overdoing it, I still really wanted to talk to that girl even after and I still felt really fucking good even though I was freaking out just because that stuff had never happened before, I still even chalk that up as a good night, I just figured out of logic that it wasn't a good idea to talk to her like that since it was the first time I was ever that fucked up, I like to get used to one thing at a time.Superior Mind wrote:
Dude... Stop smoking weed if you think it's going to give you special powers to talk to "cute" girls. The herb normally makes people introspective and introverted. Exercise is the drug you are looking for._j5689_ wrote:
I didn't want to get THAT high to do it but I figured if I wasn't visibly fucked up, it couldn't have been that much worse, unfortunately I was pretty visibly fucked up to anyone that saw me so I figured she would've thought I got that fucked up on purpose just to talk to her which would've looked bad. Some of my friends told me I kept holding my chest and rocking back and forth, the chest holding I can at least remember, lolgurdeep wrote:
getting that high and talking to girls you dont already know usually isnt a great idea
If you don't feel good about your self, weed will embolden that and project it ever more outwardly allowing the rest of the of the world to see how lame you are. Don't let this be a crutch. Let weed enhance good feelings, not bad ones.
Also, weed doesn't necessarily affect me the same way it does to most of you. I've heard from many other people with Asperger's that it helps them to feel the empathy that isn't naturally there. I do actually feel more outgoing and social and even less introverted when I smoke. Different brain, different affect.
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