lelz.. politics.. higher ups keep fucking it up while down below gets the check.
make a stand, kill your idols.
make a stand, kill your idols.
summary of uzique's last 4 days
hypoxia
seratonin syndrome
vasoconstriction and cell death in hands and feet
hyperthermia
tachycardia which led to a
ventricular fibrillation occasioning a
myocardial infarction
sleep deprivation on top contributing to
methamphetamine psychosis; dysphoria and anhedonia
safe to say i am gonna be living like BUBBLE BOY for the next 3 months
fucked up so bad i almost gave the doc a heart attack himself
play smart
hypoxia
seratonin syndrome
vasoconstriction and cell death in hands and feet
hyperthermia
tachycardia which led to a
ventricular fibrillation occasioning a
myocardial infarction
sleep deprivation on top contributing to
methamphetamine psychosis; dysphoria and anhedonia
safe to say i am gonna be living like BUBBLE BOY for the next 3 months
fucked up so bad i almost gave the doc a heart attack himself
play smart
libertarian benefit collector - anti-academic super-intellectual. http://mixlr.com/the-little-phrase/
wtf have you been doing? O.oUzique wrote:
summary of uzique's last 4 days
hypoxia
seratonin syndrome
vasoconstriction and cell death in hands and feet
hyperthermia
tachycardia which led to a
ventricular fibrillation occasioning a
myocardial infarction
sleep deprivation on top contributing to
methamphetamine psychosis; dysphoria and anhedonia
safe to say i am gonna be living like BUBBLE BOY for the next 3 months
fucked up so bad i almost gave the doc a heart attack himself
play smart
No, I don't need an attitude adjustment. You just need to fuck off.
yeah, well . .. imma go to work anyways.
you have fun, stormtrooper!burnzz wrote:
yeah, well . .. imma go to work anyways.
No, I don't need an attitude adjustment. You just need to fuck off.
but it was all worth it, maybe not in the end, but duringUzique wrote:
summary of uzique's last 4 days
hypoxia
seratonin syndrome
vasoconstriction and cell death in hands and feet
hyperthermia
tachycardia which led to a
ventricular fibrillation occasioning a
myocardial infarction
sleep deprivation on top contributing to
methamphetamine psychosis; dysphoria and anhedonia
safe to say i am gonna be living like BUBBLE BOY for the next 3 months
fucked up so bad i almost gave the doc a heart attack himself
play smart
You ok now Uzi?
edit: well as "ok" as you can hope for at the moment at least
edit: well as "ok" as you can hope for at the moment at least
Last edited by mkxiii (2010-04-13 05:23:13)
... definitely not
libertarian benefit collector - anti-academic super-intellectual. http://mixlr.com/the-little-phrase/
hope tings get better soon
i meant definitely not to mek's comment
am i okay? doing everything with maximum caution. eating and resting loads. there's a risk of sudden cardiac death syndrome after a ventricular fibrillation, and mine is a paroxysmal case. meaning i could be in trouble for up to a week. im not even gonna drink alcohol again. fucking dark stuff.
am i okay? doing everything with maximum caution. eating and resting loads. there's a risk of sudden cardiac death syndrome after a ventricular fibrillation, and mine is a paroxysmal case. meaning i could be in trouble for up to a week. im not even gonna drink alcohol again. fucking dark stuff.
libertarian benefit collector - anti-academic super-intellectual. http://mixlr.com/the-little-phrase/
MDMA, meth and a lot of alcohol?Uzique wrote:
summary of uzique's last 4 days
hypoxia
seratonin syndrome
vasoconstriction and cell death in hands and feet
hyperthermia
tachycardia which led to a
ventricular fibrillation occasioning a
myocardial infarction
sleep deprivation on top contributing to
methamphetamine psychosis; dysphoria and anhedonia
safe to say i am gonna be living like BUBBLE BOY for the next 3 months
fucked up so bad i almost gave the doc a heart attack himself
play smart
Take it easy bro. I've been in a pretty fucked up way before but that's well beyond anything I've been through. Hope you're alright soon.
Last edited by Jaekus (2010-04-13 05:55:51)
absinthe?Jaekus wrote:
MDMA, meth and a lot of alcohol?Uzique wrote:
summary of uzique's last 4 days
hypoxia
seratonin syndrome
vasoconstriction and cell death in hands and feet
hyperthermia
tachycardia which led to a
ventricular fibrillation occasioning a
myocardial infarction
sleep deprivation on top contributing to
methamphetamine psychosis; dysphoria and anhedonia
safe to say i am gonna be living like BUBBLE BOY for the next 3 months
fucked up so bad i almost gave the doc a heart attack himself
play smart
Take it easy bro. I've been in a pretty fucked up way before but that's well beyond anything I've been through. Hope you're alright soon.
I'll say MDMA.Trotskygrad wrote:
absinthe?Jaekus wrote:
MDMA, meth and a lot of alcohol?Uzique wrote:
summary of uzique's last 4 days
hypoxia
seratonin syndrome
vasoconstriction and cell death in hands and feet
hyperthermia
tachycardia which led to a
ventricular fibrillation occasioning a
myocardial infarction
sleep deprivation on top contributing to
methamphetamine psychosis; dysphoria and anhedonia
safe to say i am gonna be living like BUBBLE BOY for the next 3 months
fucked up so bad i almost gave the doc a heart attack himself
play smart
Take it easy bro. I've been in a pretty fucked up way before but that's well beyond anything I've been through. Hope you're alright soon.
The shape of an eye in front of the ocean, digging for stones and throwing them against its window pane. Take it down dreamer, take it down deep. - Other Families
Or both. I'm pretty sure Uzique wouldn't have mentioned alcohol in the 1st post...Pochsy wrote:
I'll say MDMA.Trotskygrad wrote:
absinthe?Jaekus wrote:
MDMA, meth and a lot of alcohol?
Take it easy bro. I've been in a pretty fucked up way before but that's well beyond anything I've been through. Hope you're alright soon.
Can't be, all drugs are safe and harmless - must have been a spider bite.
Fuck Israel
They shee me trollin, they hatin, modurrater tryna to catch meh posting dirrteh.Dilbert_X wrote:
Can't be, all drugs are safe and harmless - must have been a spider bite.
I used to be a Junkie. I stopped it though. I started smoking weed like it was going out of fashion and have never used long words, thats cos I dont know any. Eh look at me, picture of health.
Thats a lil bit of humour there Uzi, this bit isnt.......
I seriously hope you get better and I reckon you'll learn the lesson, you seem smart enough.
Thats a lil bit of humour there Uzi, this bit isnt.......
I seriously hope you get better and I reckon you'll learn the lesson, you seem smart enough.
fuck sake Uzique, why*re you logged into this forum? you go paroxysmal when you*re healthy . . .Uzique wrote:
there's a risk of sudden cardiac death syndrome after a ventricular fibrillation, and mine is a paroxysmal case.
burnzz wrote:
fuck sake Uzique, why*re you logged into this forum? you go paroxysmal when you*re healthy . . .Uzique wrote:
there's a risk of sudden cardiac death syndrome after a ventricular fibrillation, and mine is a paroxysmal case.
But seriously, faaaaaaaark. Get better soon man.
Better have a read through this:
http://www.wrongdiagnosis.com/s/sudden_death/intro.htm
Save time, skip straight to here:
http://www.wrongdiagnosis.com/s/sudden_ … tments.htm
http://www.wrongdiagnosis.com/s/sudden_death/intro.htm
Save time, skip straight to here:
http://www.wrongdiagnosis.com/s/sudden_ … tments.htm
Fuck Israel
you went into vf? you're really lucky to be alive.Uzique wrote:
summary of uzique's last 4 days
hypoxia
seratonin syndrome
vasoconstriction and cell death in hands and feet
hyperthermia
tachycardia which led to a
ventricular fibrillation occasioning a
myocardial infarction
sleep deprivation on top contributing to
methamphetamine psychosis; dysphoria and anhedonia
safe to say i am gonna be living like BUBBLE BOY for the next 3 months
fucked up so bad i almost gave the doc a heart attack himself
play smart
take it easy, get well soon and keep us updated etc.
a whole cocktail of amphets and cathinones washed down lots of alcohol, i guess. i dont remember so much. my ex-gf pretty much saved my life.
essentially i think my brain reached a point of complete seratonin/dopamine poisoning/saturation and i emotionally died. i then tried to OD with about 700Mg of a strong cathinone called methylone. the meth psychosis was by far much much worse than the physical cardiac problems. your mind can do some terrifying shit to you. im still in a state of shock and to be honest i feel nothing and have absolute indifference in talking about it.
edit: i feel i should say it wasnt initially intentional. the od was just a mad decision during chemical-depression. i think the overall mind/body fuck was a result of culminated drug-use over 4-5 months. a hell of a lot of the stuff i have been taking takes a long time to metabolize fully and has a huge seratonin re-up factor. snowball effect i guess.
essentially i think my brain reached a point of complete seratonin/dopamine poisoning/saturation and i emotionally died. i then tried to OD with about 700Mg of a strong cathinone called methylone. the meth psychosis was by far much much worse than the physical cardiac problems. your mind can do some terrifying shit to you. im still in a state of shock and to be honest i feel nothing and have absolute indifference in talking about it.
edit: i feel i should say it wasnt initially intentional. the od was just a mad decision during chemical-depression. i think the overall mind/body fuck was a result of culminated drug-use over 4-5 months. a hell of a lot of the stuff i have been taking takes a long time to metabolize fully and has a huge seratonin re-up factor. snowball effect i guess.
Last edited by Uzique (2010-04-13 06:50:01)
libertarian benefit collector - anti-academic super-intellectual. http://mixlr.com/the-little-phrase/
if you don't want to talk about it then don't.Uzique wrote:
im still in a state of shock and to be honest i feel nothing and have absolute indifference in talking about it.
hopefully you'll get better soon <3
No, I don't need an attitude adjustment. You just need to fuck off.
still, up until all the bad stuff happened, must have been one hell of a night