I'm leaving so I guess it doesn't matter what I say at this point, but I want you to know that I think I'm far too good for you and I think it's truly wrong to tell me that you think you see us"working out" when you're clearly you're still dating someone else.
Fuck. 24 hours ago you were in my bed, talking as though we might have something if only I weren't leaving. Or is that why you said all of that?? Because you know I'm leaving?
When I look back on all the heartbreak and bullshit of 2005, you are a part of my decision to go.
You broke my heart.
And I believed you last week when you said you were sorry and that you'll miss me. But now I just think that you say whatever you need to so you won't have to be alone.
I don't understand how I can be so honest about who I am and what I feel for you and you just dismiss it like it's something you can have from any ol' person any ol' time that you want it.
It isn't fair. It isn't fair that you would do this to me and it isn't fair that I would never, ever make you feel second best to anyone I know because you aren't second best to me.
When I tell you that I could imagine being with you, I mean that. I don't use my words lightly. This, us, is very real to me, even if I'm moving across the country and even if you don't see me as anything more than something to do until the next best thing.
How could I possibly feel anything less than used? What is wrong with you Matt? How can you be so goddamned cruel?
Sounds like a right cock.Kimmmmmmmmmmmm wrote:
i totally just opened up my ex's email and found out he really had slept with another chick a few years ago.(he had denied this-i had been out of town)
damn i wish i had known the truth back then ..wasted all that time
here is her goodybe? letter to him after she realized he was seeing me. i had no knowledge of such events. blind 'love'. FAWK i was retardoI'm leaving so I guess it doesn't matter what I say at this point, but I want you to know that I think I'm far too good for you and I think it's truly wrong to tell me that you think you see us"working out" when you're clearly you're still dating someone else.
Fuck. 24 hours ago you were in my bed, talking as though we might have something if only I weren't leaving. Or is that why you said all of that?? Because you know I'm leaving?
When I look back on all the heartbreak and bullshit of 2005, you are a part of my decision to go.
You broke my heart.
And I believed you last week when you said you were sorry and that you'll miss me. But now I just think that you say whatever you need to so you won't have to be alone.
I don't understand how I can be so honest about who I am and what I feel for you and you just dismiss it like it's something you can have from any ol' person any ol' time that you want it.
It isn't fair. It isn't fair that you would do this to me and it isn't fair that I would never, ever make you feel second best to anyone I know because you aren't second best to me.
When I tell you that I could imagine being with you, I mean that. I don't use my words lightly. This, us, is very real to me, even if I'm moving across the country and even if you don't see me as anything more than something to do until the next best thing.
How could I possibly feel anything less than used? What is wrong with you Matt? How can you be so goddamned cruel?
Stalker dur...KEN-JENNINGS wrote:
Yeah Fuck Matt!
But why are you opening up his (old) mail?
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Sounds like he's an asshole.Kimmmmmmmmmmmm wrote:
just needed a confirmation i wasnt crazy back then. a little closure.
That is wrong he treated you like that. No respect for him.Kimmmmmmmmmmmm wrote:
just needed a confirmation i wasnt crazy back then. a little closure.
What I'd like to know is after reading the e-mail, has it actually brought her any closure or just make her feel worse for sticking with a guy who cheated....burnzz wrote:
i would guess the time from then til now has helped too. i hope you are in a better place now.
KEN-JENNINGS wrote:
Yeah Fuck Matt!
But why are you opening up his (old) mail?
my mind is more at rest..DBBrinson1 wrote:
What I'd like to know is after reading the e-mail, has it actually brought her any closure or just make her feel worse for sticking with a guy who cheated....burnzz wrote:
i would guess the time from then til now has helped too. i hope you are in a better place now.
dick in a box>rush.Durex wrote:
what is a girl problem? xD JOKING
Ishfacto... We (she) came up with this idea that we make eachother something for Valentines day. I'm still bringing her out to dinner but I've no idea what to make her. I found out from her lil sister that shes making me a CD of her playing some of my favorite songs + singing on her piano. I cannot match this, any ideas?
hehe are you really going to listen to your fav songs sung by another person?>rush.Durex wrote:
what is a girl problem? xD JOKING
Ishfacto... We (she) came up with this idea that we make eachother something for Valentines day. I'm still bringing her out to dinner but I've no idea what to make her. I found out from her lil sister that shes making me a CD of her playing some of my favorite songs + singing on her piano. I cannot match this, any ideas?
You've got purple carpet?
I FUCKING hate Valentines day!Kimmmmmmmmmmmm wrote:
hehe are you really going to listen to your fav songs sung by another person?>rush.Durex wrote:
what is a girl problem? xD JOKING
Ishfacto... We (she) came up with this idea that we make eachother something for Valentines day. I'm still bringing her out to dinner but I've no idea what to make her. I found out from her lil sister that shes making me a CD of her playing some of my favorite songs + singing on her piano. I cannot match this, any ideas?
you could make her a valentines day card with a photo of you guys in it.. gold gllitter and order fancy desert
Yeah I worry about it mostly because 1) she's 16 2) that'd mean scandal 3) her parents would sodomize me with branding irons 4) i can't afford a fuckin' kidJakAttaK wrote:
Yeh. No birth control is 100% effective. That said, I'm one of the people who worries about that shit. I don't want any chance of a kid. Others will probs tell you not to worry about it though.
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