This isn't a request for advice. I just feel that this thread is a good place to let my feelings out since IRL, if I say mention something about girls, let's just say not a lot of people take me seriously.
I'm 15. I'm probably the youngest active user on the forum. I have to admit, I have never went out wih a girl, let alone had a relationship. Most relationships at my age, in my opinion, are a facade, just so that the participants say that they did go out with him/her, maybe a few kisses here and here and then they break it off a few weeks later. In my view, its a load of shit and it's made worse by the fact that a lot of people I know do it and that's why I have never bothered in trying to get at gf, at least in my school. This girl doesn't go to my school, we met at a summer camp sorta thing.
It all started around three years ago. I was checking my phone and I was only person in the room, then two girls walked in. One of them sat beside me and started to talk to me, while her friend insisted that she was flirting with me. Over the rest of the summer, we started to become friends and I started to develop a crush on her. For some reason, I half rememeber saying something to her about going out, but I don't think it really happened. Anyway, we went our seperate ways untill the next summer. I was planning to ask her out, then lets just say the shit really hit the fan. I broke my leg and I haven't seen her since. Last week, I decided to do a Facebook search for the lulz, oh and what do ya know? She came up on the top of the list. I added her, no problem, and I sent her a pm, you know, to catch up since I hadn't seen her in a while, but she never repiled. What makes me feel worse is that her Relationship status is set to 'In a Relationship." .
I feel that I have seriously fucked up, all the chances I could've taken but didn't take. But that's me just feeling sorry for myself, as I have been for the last few days. As I said at the start of the post, I'm not looking for advice, i'm just letting it out.