Keep surviving until living makes sense again.
It made sense before, it will eventually make sense again.
For now, just keep moving.
There are no answers at the bottom of a Tequila bottle.
The Worm is not Buddha.
The world is fucked up, unfair, and doesn't make sense.
Best you can do is try to clear out a safe corner of it for your kids to grow up in.
Nobody in the entire history of the planet, even on their best day, has figured out the meaning of life yet.
Don't try to force yourself into figuring out
Why when you're fucked up & sideways.
That same discipline used to keep yourself functioning after days without sleep, or to go run PT at 0400 on a cold day?
Retask it.
Use it to keep going.
Use it to keep yourself out of a bottle.
Use it to keep from doing any real damage to your self, your relationships, or your finances.
Remember to get off the computer.
Keep the body moving, the mind distracted, and the blood pumping.
Exercise, weights, running, hiking .. are good.
Last edited by rdx-fx (2009-09-20 06:30:19)
