Wow. I actually cannot relate to that.Uzique wrote:
I'm afraid of failure really. Not any form of failure (i.e. I'm not a perfectionist or some obsessive character)- just failure when it comes to my 'goals' in life and major ambitions. For example if I failed to graduate or failed to ever find a partner and have a family, I'm sure I would feel unfulfilled as a person...
Some could say that these are just trivial fears imposed on ourselves by society and its conventions- but pfft! It's better than some unfounded and irrational arbitrary fear of something like spiders!
My problem is that I have no "major ambitions" to aim for, so failing isn't exactly an option. Life is there, you gotta get through it somehow. Will it make a difference if I got fucked by a dog at 43? I don't know, so why should it matter? I, sadly ( I admit it's my weakness, I have no true passion ) let life get on with itself and get dragged by the ears.
Also, I am afraid of nothing.