Jay wrote:
SuperJail Warden wrote:
Totally agreed. I think you put too much stock in class though too.
I honestly don't really put any into it. Libertarian, remember?
jay, i'm pretty sure you are one of the most insecure adults i have ever met. everything about you is an uneasy contradiction. you find fashion and men bothering over their dress 'gay', but take inordinate pride in your (largely unused) 'big man' boot collection. you criticise people for softness, effeminacy, and then sit in a suburban home gently perfumed by luxury soy candles.
everything about you screams an individual in an identity crisis, uneasily shifting up a notch on the social ladder, and all the while needing reinforcement and guffawing that he's not lost his gruff blue-collar 'manliness'. that is, that you're still known as the big hard server admin from a base in iraq, and a high-school football player. really it's too pathetic. i see a big clumsy bear on very thin ice. i mean, c'mon, sending physical threats over the internet when you're a decade into double-chins: you're a beast in distress. i foresee the inevitable letting go of this perishable part of your identity being very hard on you. don't worry, most fathers with sons naturally encounter this existential moment when their kids grow up and can overpower them.
you're also utterly devoured by issues of class. anyone who is higher than you in the social order, you pour scorn upon. that's a whole lot of effort and negative feelings to continually bottle and unstop (that is, of course, unless they belong to the narrow right-wing cabal you pay fealty to, in which case bootlicking is the order of the day). with those same contrived right-wing attitudes, you lord it over the very demographic and stratum of society that you came from, which is those with their hands held out for a donation, or those (quite reasonably, i might add) looking for a leg-up. there is nothing exceptional or mysterious about this. you have the mentality of any petit-bourgeois who has finally got a bit of land and property, and is holding onto it with no small amount of terror. class literally rules your existence, you sad peon. you should really read marx and develop some revolutionary consciousness! your feeble mind has only been further enfeebled by the shackles of bad faith!
Last edited by uziq (2020-05-26 01:59:13)